I don't have a job and I'm not going to school. The last few weeks I have gone to Seattle four times, spent countless nights there, in Lacey, Fife and just sort of wandering all over the place. It's nice not to have any commitments at the moment and be able to travel freely, but at the same time my life has absolutely no routine. I decided I'm going to take some time before I apply to college or YWAM, to sort of gather myself and (hopefully) be more certain of what I want for my future. So right now I am REALLY trying to find a job, whether that is in Seattle or Shelton, I am fine with anything.
But if I'm being honest I have to tell you what I really want... I just want to be a photographer. I want to get a super fast macbook, re-brand my business and spend my free time marketing myself and getting more clients. I have been getting into concert photography a lot more the last few weeks, and I really want to start creating a portfolio in that area.
I'm sad that I can't do this though :( no money means no laptop, no re-branding and no marketing. I'm praying hard that I can get a job soon and work towards this goal though. So if you pray... pray that I would soon acquire an income and that I would be able to use the talents God gave me to bring glory to him.
I think it's very wise of you to 'gather yourself' as you said.... there's no need to suddenly throw yourself into something as intense as YWAM. You are a photographer. :) That's already been established. You have a website, you have clients, you have talent. ANNND the best part is that you're young so you're only going to continue to be awesome for a VERY long time. :)
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